Soul Searching, Navel gazing questions

• Am I happy? (No)
• Am I unhappy? (No)

I'm neutral. I don't feel as anxious as I have been feeling recently.

• Do I even know what happiness feels like? (not sure).
• When was the last time I felt happy? (can't remember)
• What would happiness feel like? What would it take to make me happy? What would happiness look like?